Just a Place

where I can talk about how I feel, about what's going on in my mind. A place where I don't need to edit anything, to censor anything, where I can say what's on my mind without having to wonder who's listening and without feeling the need to hide.


Waiting, alone. Not quite knowing for what it is that you wait.
Fatigue overwhelming you till you can no longer even think of what it is that you want.

Checking. And then re-checking the lists in your mind. Looking for something without knowing what it is that you look for.

You only know that it'd make you feel better if you could find it.

There's nothing you can do though until you know what you want. You're sure it's there waiting for you. Not too far away. Not unreachable. But you're too tired even to identify what it might be.